| God...
I SMOKE SO MUCH WEED!
because I love it.
It's not a bad thing per se.
In fact it's probably the best form of therapy I've ever gone through.
Will ever go through.
I'm not hurting anybody.
I still wonder why it's illegal.
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| William Jacob O'Donnell
stands 5'10 to 6'1
depending on which convenience store he's leaving
whether it's the bodega
not run by Mexicans
but by judgmental Arabs
fucking towelheads.
who will always judge you
whenever you buy the malt liquor
that puts food on their dirty table
He stands outside of
7-11
as a blonde haired organ donor
taking drags of the cigarette
that in twenty years will sneak up
and make him impotent
Hehadachanceonce
hecouldabeensomebody
hecouldabeenacontendah
but no
no longer
those days are gone
He works and lives alone now
the world has left him by the wayside.
He was, is, and shall forever be.
Trash.
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| I
I can drink wine all night
and just feel
nothingness
rolling like hot sticky tide in my stomach
taking back the flotsam and jetsam
of simply being
II
I wish I could say that I hate you
but you're just so lost.
III
People are just like horses
you can read them
by the shape of their teeth
yellow, straight, and one white tooth
I cared enough at one point
to wear braces
but not enough to quit smoking
and I realized
at one point
that my teeth were yellow
so the dentist scraped the top layer of enamel
off
to see how it would look
apparently I don't care enough
IV
My baby hates manhattan
she wanders drunk in philly
I love my baby
and I can forgive her for that
dire sin
that otherwise
would be unforgivable
I suppose that I love her more
V
Hope is a wonderful thing
I don't think I've ever hoped really
the end.
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| Fuck the cage
fuck school
fuck my life
all I want to do
is nothing
maybe write some stuff
maybe just keep people laughing every now and again
smoke some cigarettes
take some mind altering drugs
drink a little
and chill out
I don't really think that's too much to ask.
dan.
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| I have never wanted a cigarette so fucking bad. my addictive personality happens to be my only one. |
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